I am convinced...

that I will die from either a blood, lymphoid, or myeloid disorder because I can't learn any of it for this freaking path test. Yes, it is the day before the test. Yes, I am whining. Why? Because I am reaching the point of no return. You know, when you reach a point where nothing else will fit into your brain.... There's just one problem - I haven't learned the material. Like, I recognize names. That's about it. (So, I'm being a little dramatic...) My brain hurts. My back hurts, and I am tired of staring at notes. I am leaving my apt. Hopefully, I will regain some sanity. Maybe isolated study is not for me.... I might just loose my mind before our next test. (that would be next Monday...) If you happen to loose contact with me, I am most like dead from a heme/oncology attack or have entered the loony bin....